That is who I am by SteffyPop

I want you to think of the times you looked at me and felt zero attraction,
the way I looked before,

bent down, silly smile, uncertain posture and hands unnaturally fumbling

allover the tarmac of my neglected belly.

I want you to remember me like that.

For now that I radiate

I can’t suddenly be forgotten by you and be made a hero

when the pity you felt towards me is still my history.

I want you to remember me as that moment in time when I was almost a creep

I want you to remember how I looked in your eyes.
Because that is who I am.