Fornow by SteffyPop

As they stand there waiting for failure

With their cameras connected to wireless

Internet

Whilst the sugar rush in to

My brain can’t seem to control

Anything

Else

It never happened but in my head

Therefore it never happened indeed

Not

Why then be all

Worried that your Jim

Knows

They saw

?

Let it let go of

Being proud

Without of

So do you forever until

Fornever grabs ahold

Of your

Attentive

Side

Or

Fornow

?

Pryd by SteffyPop

En Gud, två svarsalternativ, tre dimensioner, fyra element, fem sinnen, sex…vi har fastnat vid sex.

Jag vill stämma staten som inte gav mig representation på skoltavlans moraltuktan.

Min kropp är mitt tempel, and it’s VIP-members only!

Jag når gränsen att vilja hamna i fängelse, för att det vore värt att göra upp med dig.

Ingen kränker mig någonsin – ty jag är född fri och ska förbli!

Anticipating the unallowed little bear by SteffyPop

The boy that’s never been on any guest list

Might have sent me a thought in this moment

As the phone vibrates in my pocket

While I carry groceries in both hands

Anticipated

It’s him, must be
hope to be

Can’t be

Why would it?

The arms of sweat

Holding the bags in union

With running legs

And running mind

He once said: ”jealousy isn’t love”
I said: ”you’re right”
What is love then?

Anticipation?
Or illusion?

But he did say that I

Was fly and marriable

Why then now

Be so suddenly

Ununderstandable?

The boy that’s never been on a guest list

Is a riddle in the illusion of my future

Family photo

Allthough

Probably

He’s been on many other family photos

He gave me crabs that bastard

From matresses of sex home-grown

I anticipated his text

Arrived the moment when my

Glands can’t allow the

Lungs to breathe

Cause it hurts of the fact

Unseen by this masochist hope

It wasn’t his thought

It was an invitation for a party

He gave me crabs that bastard

I anticipated him.

Frontin by SteffyPop

This time I own it. I caught it.

And I am wallowing in it. I allow it to fill me,
and I play my cards unfairly – cheating.

I’ve gotten my heart broken as well,

So fuck you!

No No No Don’t judge me!
I’ve been there – in the void of singular horrors.

I masturbated while my neighbours were having loud sex

-       I came before they were even 2/3 ready

Fierce to the bone – and yet so alone :(

I need to front what I say,

Can’t get carried away

I’m gonna play my cards right this time

With awkward sex and hunting topics!

If I were all ”guchi goo” and ”I like U”
Then you woulda been all ”look I’ll call u later”

I do know that I’m the ultimate boyfriend,

With me you get 10 different people

-       a few guys and a few women

I can front what I say - and you do your thing OK?