Monday

Fornow by SteffyPop


As they stand there waiting for failure
With their cameras connected to wireless
Internet

Whilst the sugar rush in to
My brain can’t seem to control
Anything
Else

It never happened but in my head
Therefore it never happened indeed
Not

Why then be all
Worried that your Jim
Knows
They saw
?

Let it let go of
Being proud
Without of

So do you forever until
Fornever grabs ahold
Of your
Attentive
Side

Or

Fornow

?

Saturday

Pryd by SteffyPop




En Gud, två svarsalternativ, tre dimensioner, fyra element, fem sinnen, sex…vi har fastnat vid sex.



Jag vill stämma staten som inte gav mig representation på skoltavlans moraltuktan.
Min kropp är mitt tempel, and it’s VIP-members only!
Jag når gränsen att vilja hamna i fängelse, för att det vore värt att göra upp med dig.
Ingen kränker mig någonsin – ty jag är född fri och ska förbli!


Anticipating the unallowed little bear by SteffyPop



The boy that’s never been on any guest list
Might have sent me a thought in this moment
As the phone vibrates in my pocket
While I carry groceries in both hands
Anticipated

It’s him, must be
hope to be
Can’t be
Why would it?

The arms of sweat
Holding the bags in union
With running legs
And running mind

He once said: ”jealousy isn’t love”
I said: ”you’re right”
What is love then?
Anticipation?
Or illusion?

But he did say that I
Was fly and marriable
Why then now
Be so suddenly
Ununderstandable?

The boy that’s never been on a guest list
Is a riddle in the illusion of my future
Family photo
Allthough
Probably
He’s been on many other family photos

He gave me crabs that bastard
From matresses of sex home-grown
I anticipated his text

Arrived the moment when my
Glands can’t allow the
Lungs to breathe
Cause it hurts of the fact
Unseen by this masochist hope

It wasn’t his thought
It was an invitation for a party

He gave me crabs that bastard

I anticipated him.