Saturday

Wednesday

MY DAYS AS A WORKER CAN BE DESCRIBED WITH A VIDEO.




12 HOURS PER WORIKING DAY :) 3,60€ AN HOUR. YEEEY LIFE AND CAPITALISM.

Saturday

QUEERFEMINISM IN PRACTICAL USE 1.

FRANCO AND ENNA <3

THE QUEERMOVEMENT HAS AN ADVANTAGE, THAT OTHER POLITICAL FRACTIONS DO NOT HAVE THE SAME ACCESS TO: POPULAR CULTURE.

The Left today is centered around an ativist (sometimes violent) culture that demands and does things for specifik purposes. This often reaches the politically schooled and privileged people, and can today not be used as an effective weapon for reaching out to, in particular, the young generation. The queermovement can on the other hand use the Pop-culture as a medium and weapon. The widespread popularity of popculture (it´s name is "popular" DUH!) among people makes it a stage on which you can reach out the so called "general masses".

The more people queerify the public place and profile themselves on internet and via different popcultural channels, the more the society will bloom and go our way :)

LIVE! DO! FUCK! SPEAK! DRESS! SPREAD!


Thursday

JUST GOT BACK FROM THE INMUSIC FESTIVAL IN ZAGREB

WOW I HAD SUCH A GREAT TIME! THANK YOU FRANCO, NATASCHA, ESTHER AND THOMAS FOR MAKING THESE DAYS IN ZAGREB SO WONDERFUL.

IT WAS REALLY FUN, BUT ALSO COMBINED WITH A FAKE SETTING WHERE THINGS AS THEY SEEMED, DIDN´T HAVE TO BE WHAT THEY REALLY WERE. THERE WERE MANY CUTE CLOSET-GAYS IN CROATIA, IT'S A SHAME THEY´RE STILL IN THERE. BUT IT´S NOT THAT STRANGE CONSIDERING THAT THIS COUNTRY IS A SHAMELESSLY HETERONORMATIVE CATHOLIC SOCIETY.

I FOUND A VIDEO THAT MIGHT CHEER UP EVERYONE IN CROATIA :)

ONE OF MY HEROINES...





...SO TRUE!

Wednesday

SEZEN AKSU IS FABULOUS!!!!!




LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!!!!!!

Monday

CONTROL

IMAGINE TOTAL CONTROL OVER YOUR BODY.

(Salvador Dalí "Hitler masturbating")
WITHOUT THE SLAVERY OF LOVE.

AND ANOTHER THOUGHT, IMAGINE HITLER'S FACE WHEN REACHING ORGASM.

Thursday

Tuesday

GO OUT AND CREATE! YOU CAN'T FAIL!

SHIT

I stumbled upon this crazy CRAZY website where you can play all kinds of sexgames (created for heterosexual men of course but anyway...). Many games on this website have a very open rape-profile: you can rape different girls in many ways. How nice :) In almost every game you can clearly see that the girl is NOT enjoying herself....in any way. This becomes more and more obvious because the girl's face is fully visible in almost every game, the guy is simply the penis. In another games you (the Player, the man) are pointing a gun towards the naked girl forcing her to shove a Tennisracket up her anus.

It's ridiculously obvious and clear to ALL of mankind what kind of world we live in. I could understand that certain people have a fetisch for these....things, but when almost EVERY fucking game has this profiling it tells me something else....it becomes a mirror...a reflection....a voice that tells us what the world looks like from above.

I hate bloggs and bloggers.....one day we'll all regret this progress. When feelings and emotions get digitalized, and faces of humans are limited to screens....we'll miss the days when a simple touch from another human was enough to relieve all bad; when you were not alone.

Saturday

SPRING


Being fabulous isn't easy. It's reserved for superstars, actors, actresses, artists, writers, musicians and other public figures. This distinguishes them from the rest of the population giving them a dehumanized appeal to the rest of us.

They are allowed to shine, they are even encouraged to shine and sparkle...the more the better.

The rest of us are supposed to invert ourselves in to "normal" people (meaning not shining)...

It's very peculiar how the world functions, and how we function. The need for "normality" to rule and control us aesthetically forces us in to a machinery that is very lucrative for the society, but not for the individuals. You can easily control a horde of people through "normalizing" them, and through this creating a "sacred" middle, a safety line.

But who has the right to aesthetics? People or certain people? Is glitter more pretty on a celebrity than on anyone else?

So what I want to say to fabulosity is:

"Joan Collins, you are beautiful, can I borrow one of your dresses?"

TREU TREU TREU TREU TREU TREU

IS THERE A GENERAL MEASURE FOR THE IMPORTANCE OF SEX? HOW IMPORTANT IS SEX FOR HUMAN BEINGS?

Is this a personal question or is this something dictated by nature?

Could we control our sexual nature; one of the most untameable of natures?

PERHAPS....THE QUEEN'S A NEED!?

Many Gay/Queer guys have a female alter-ego... A drag... A queen..... A need...

This female alter-ego is very often given snobby and cocky personal characteristics, as if to say one word to the whole wide grey heteronormative world: "FUCK YOU"...and then smile.

Gay/Queer guys maybe revenge the society for all of our misfortunes, name-callings and brutal attacks; through their female warriors?

And we do it DAMN well!

Wednesday

VIVA LA VIRGEN DE LOS GAYS!!!!!




THE VIRGIN OF HAPPINESS IS THE VIRGIN OF FUN IS THE VIRGIN OF GAY IS THE VIRGIN OF THE GAYS.

Friday

KITSCH 2



FANTABULOUS!

BEFORE I DIE I HAVE TO SEE THIS!!!!!

Wednesday

KITSCH 1



KITSCH IS THE SUPREME DECORATION OF THE HIGHER, HOLIER STATE OF EXPRESSION.

CHURCHES
DICTATORSIPS

KITSCH IS SUPERIOR TO ALL OTHERS!!!!

I HOPE CHRIS BROWN SEES THIS AND CRIES!

Rihanna - Hard (feat. Young Jeezy)

Saturday

THOUGHTS QUEER HATE IDEA EVERYTHING

I THINK THE TIME IS COMING TO LIBERATE OURSELVES!


I THINK IT'S TIME TO BE STRAIGHT FORWARD!


I THINK THE TIME ALLREADY HAS COME TO SAY NO TO NORMATIVITY....AND SPREAD THE IDEA OF A QUEER WORLD DOMINATION.....

I THINK YOU THINK SO TOO.....

FUCK FUCK FUCK IN TO THE GALAXY

WAS?
VA?
STA?
STO?
QUE?
WHAT?
WAT?
क्या?
CO?
什么?
ЧТО ?
MITKÄ?
?ماذا
ボキャブラリー

O QUE?
COSA?
QU'EST-CE ?
TI?
HVA?
HVAD?
?מה


Thursday

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P


René Descartes

31st of March 1596 - 11th of February 1650

Today, 360 years have passed since the famous french mathematician died.

Rest In Peace

AMOUR HBC AMOUR HBC AMOUR HBC AMOUR

The 14th of March at HBC......the date....the place....

Scartissue Magazine, HBC and little me :) are having a "Cultural Day" at HBC:s AMAZING space!

There will be 2 concerts (singer/songwriter and Noise), 2 videoprojections, MY wonderful performance :), different photo-exhibitions, installations, DJ:s, games and lots and lots of humour and fun!

The (very widespread haha) theme is "Can you love me even though...", and the result will be this very amazing (hopefully) day 14/3 14th of March 100314 140310...............FOURTEEN DAYS AFTER THE FIRST OF MARCH :)

Sunday

MASCULINITY PART 1


The staged masculinity has different rules and conditions. Many can be named.....but it can be especially interesting to study a few...

I can often think about Sports and Nationalism.....and Masculinity...

Football (Soccer) is a perfect example. This sport is a world wide connection between people but also a release for nationalist, masculin pressure. Football/Soccer, in fact, is a playful staging of fake identities. And most certainly when you speak about the followers, the fans.....all the people that identify themselves through fotball...through belonging to a team....or to a national team....

When I speak about this, I focus particularly on the young men who express their love for the group (the "team") through activism, hooliganism and drunken disruptional behaviour. And, just for a moment....try to REALIZE the fact that this is a game....with intentionally created teams, team-colors, names, symbols, songs....myths... This, in certain crowds of young men (in particular), means everything....this is their identity!!! It becomes a tradition, and becomes normalized in future generations of young boys....and what will the sport mean in 500 years? How deep will the traditions get rooted? Will the teams get more power than they are supposed to have?

Instead of war, football has become a way to conquer pride....and respect as a nation. In 1954, for example, there was a very important game held in the World Champion football-competitions, West Germany VS. Hungary... Germany won that game, thereby winning the title of world champions. This, after World War 2 was a HUUUUGE "rise-up" for the entire German population...the only thing the country (left in pieces) could joy themselves over was this victory.

But really.......my God.....

Saturday

WOOOOOW WHAT A FANTASTOFREAKINFABULOUS WOMAN!!!!

Wow my love for this woman is eternal. She is the love I want. She is the mood in which I want to make love. She's all I loved when I was 17, listening to New Romantics and dressing like Simon le Bon......now she's back!

Her new album "Soldier of Love" is so fucking fantastic! And the hit song from the album is really really really really really fucking good!

MY FUCKING GOD THAT'S COOL!

OMFG you guys just HAVE to see this movie in 3D! I went and saw it with Petra and Franco (for Francos birthday that we kind of celebrated one month before its actual date, but he's gonna be in Argentina then and Petra lives in Sweden....this was our only opportunity)...

The movie was AMAZING! Eventhough the story was not so amazing and some details were getting on my nerves (like the fact that the Alien-creatures in the movie were portrayed as colonialist versions of "savages" living on Earth) the movie was really awesome! I still can't believe what i saw (remember I saw it in 3D).....the effects and the amazing photography really leave an impression on the spectator...and isn't that reason enough to go see it?????

FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!

Thursday

MENAGE A TROIS

My friend Petra came to Berlin today from Sweden... Now the triangle is complete. Me, Franco and Petra sharing, not just the fact that we all are friends, but also the common memories that we have, as a trio.

Petra fulfills the childish, sissy, girly edge of the triangle. Let's call it the coral/orange corner.

Franco fulfills the humorous, sensual-erotic and multifaceted edge of the trianle. Let's call it the barbiepink corner.

I..... well I guess there would be no triangle without me... But the fulfillment I get from these people is amazing :)

But we all come in different shapes...and formations...so this triangle in particular is, maybe, just one of the many forms and constellations that I/(all of us) have in my life...

Maybe I'm gonna have a monogamous relationship in the future, and thus form another constellation...

Maybe I'll be alone one day.....

Maybe I'll have five kids one day......and form a different connection...

Well anyway...

Monday

GYNOCIDE



I'VE SEEN THE MOVIE TOO MANY TIMES NOW! WOW AND OUCH!

Friday

ELECTRIC CHAOS WTF AM I GONNA DO????



Okay so today I had to get a contract for electricity.....fuck that! But I had to...

So I called Vattenfall and fixed it....in like 3 minutes!

Remaining on my list of "REALLY FUCKING IMPORTANT THINGS THAT I HAVE TO DO OR I'LL FUCKING DIE" are:

* Remove myself from my previous contract in Neukölln (where I used to live with Franco) (well whatever, now we live in Kreuzberg)...

* Remove myself from the electricity contract in Neukölln (not that our electricity ever worked in Neukölln but whatever)...

* GET A FUCKING GRIP OF MYSELF!

* Go to the Bürger-thing and register myself as living in Berlin (oops)!

* Fix furniture....for my room...now I live like a refugee (and I know cause I was once one)...

UND SO WEITER...

Thursday

QUEER MUSICIAN OF THE WEEK!

THIS WEEK'S QUEER MUSICIAN IS:


FREDDIE MERCURY


With his amazing vocals and amazing stage presence, Freddie Mercury REALLY was and is one of the greatest rock stars! With the cultural mix, that came to characterize his life and influence him, he really remains an extraordinary person.

Unfortunately Freddie died 1994 in phneumonia, due to AIDS.

He was one of the greatest, and amazing, flamboyant, and just FABULOUS!

Sunday

UP THE SKIRT

I came to think about this earlier today....the dress was once a tool of sexual control of women. Think about it....the men wore pants (speaking very generally tied to specific christian societys in the past....so nobody can critizie moi :)) and the women wore dresses/skirts. This, in my head and without empirical proof, can be referred to sex...

A man had a weapon in his pant, locked in by buttons (later also with a zip), and the woman had her bare legs (sometimes something covering the legs) under the dress. This was a design that gave the control over a heterosexual act; to the man... He could simply undo his pants and fuck. The woman's dress was easy to pull open, and the rest of the story ends with a male orgasm.

Sex, without consent, in marriage was (and is still) a common thing. Maybe the women were not even asked, the dress was just pulled up whenever the horniness came over...

But I don't know....that was just a thought...

Saturday

HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA

COCAINE HEROINE BLOW BLOW BLOW

Wow.....I might have had glandular fever...which means I can't drink alcohol for months.....that's boring, I like beer....and Gin&Tonic....

Do you need drugs or alcohol to have fun? What can you do istead?

I think I might want to dance, and release the natural cocaine. It works!

Whatever....kids....stay sober.

Tuesday

QUEER MUSICIAN OF THE WEEK!


THIS WEEK'S SUPERMEGADIVA QUEER SUPERSTAR IS:



DANA INTERNATIONAL! 


This israeli singer diva won the Eurovision Song Contest in 1998. Apparently she herself saw her victory as a opportunity for people to open their narrow minds and come closer to eachother... Her being a transsexual (MtF) has, unfortunately, overshadowed her persona and music.

Due to this fact, she meets difficulties in her career, regardless of it being about threats from orthodox jews in Israel or threats from idiots in her tours abroad.

She still shines, sparkles and sings....like a real, genuine, tvättäkta, pure....DIVA.

We support our sister!


   

PANIC GODNESS ME SO STRESSED


Wow you guys, I'm really freaking out about my economical situation! It's really stressing! I have no money to live for! Gosh!

Is it just me, or is my generation the poorest one in modern times? Or have we just let our fear of poorness go away, and started thinking about other meanings in life? Like friendship or fun...

Here is Frankie and Franco, I took the picture in Treptow Park...

   

Sunday

COOL DESTROY EVERYTHING



I love this little battle between The Hives and The Vines at the VMA:s from 2002! It's just sooo un-MTV'ish anno 2002! Don't you think?

BORED BORED BORED BORED






This is Franco, everyone say Hi to Franco.

He is Steffys best friend.

They do kind of everything together...

This is what Franco did last year to entertain Steffy when Steffy was bored...

This year, Franco is sleeping.....and Steffy is bored.... :( (anti-LOL)

Saturday

Friday

Thursday

I WANT TO GET WELL AND I WANT RICHARD HELL TO HAVE SEX WITH ME


TODAYS WORD: CRAVINGS

QUEER MUSICIAN OF THE WEEK!

Here I'm presenting a new, continuous, segment where I present gay, lesbian, transgender - or in other ways - queer people who deserve to be appreciated...


This weeks QUEER MUSICIAN OF THE WEEK is:


FRANKIE KNUCKLES!!!


People often refer to him as a pioneer in house music. He played an important role in developing house music... He also helped popularize house music during the 90's! You can see him speaking about being a gay musician in New York 1977 in the amazing documentary with the same name.

Here is a real classic song from the 90's...


Wednesday

GAY ACTIVISM SPEAKING OF ITALY

http://www.gayitaliani.eu/

In Italy, the situation for LGBT-people has worsened! Since the 4th of January, two gay activists have been on a hunger strike... Yesterday there was a support demonstration held in Rome. Things are happening and the GAY CAUSE shall winn! Through the hunger strike, they (Manuel and Francesco) hope to get support from the rest of Europe! This action is a desperate cry for help due to the magnified influence that racism, homophobia and transphobia has in the country... The action is documented online (click on link above)...

Show some support for our fighting gay brothers, sisters and friends! HETERONORMATIVE TODAY IS DYING, QUEER TOMORROW WILL BE VICTORIOUS!

XXXXXXXXXXXXXX




This video is so cute!

JESUS DIED FOR SOMEBODYS SINS BUT NOT MINE.

Tuesday

LESBIAN SCANDAL BIG BROTHER ITALY



While living in Sweden, I just like everyone else, followed "Big Brother" like crazy! However......that was a long time ago, and I haven't thought of it ever since! BUT! My roomie Son watches the spanish version "Gran Hermano" every day, since her frinds sister is among the top three finalists right now! And being, alittle bit, exposed to this....I kind of miss Big Brother and all the drama that happened!

Especially since there is a lesbian, complicated, relationship between Sarah and Veronica in the italian "Grande Fratello" (Son showed it to me)... These girls , before the start of the show, defined themselves as being heterosexual... And in the house, they were, at first, flirting with other boys and so on.... But now it's interesting cause they seem to have found love! However, in love or not, lesbian or not....the two girls are sexy as hell and would make a BEAUTIFUL couple! I wish them all the best! (video under)

Monday



I am sick! My whole throat is swollen, and I think I'm gonna die! Why does this happen to me? Why does this ALWAYS happen to me???? I went to the doctor today and he said (after checking me for max. 5 minutes) that it's either tonsillitis, glandular fever or throat abscess! He gave me antibiotics and sent me home, if things don't get better in 5 days, I'm gonna have to go back to the doctors!

This "staying-at-home-experience" means that I'll have a lot of time for expressing myself in the blogg!

PROJECTS RIGHT NOW IN STEFFYS WONDERFUL MIND:

I am writing a performance manuscript right now! And hopefully, it will be ready pretty soon! But I need 4 buff and muscular men! HELP MEEE!!!!!!! Does anybody know anyone? Living in Berlin preferably!

NEUKÖLLN VS. KREUZBERG



FROM THE SNOWBALL WARS IN GÖRLITZER PARK.

Sunday

SNOW BALL SLAUGHTER SUNDAY


Today, in Görlitzer Park, a huge snowball war was held between Neukölln and Kreuzberg! After the snowball war (I "missed" it and came for the afterparty) there was a party held outside in the middle of the park, berlinish style of course - 100 people bunmping up and down in the snow to hard techno music.

Before that me and Anna went to HBC and their fleamarket-thing they got going on... I was not so impressed, after paying 2 Euros in the door to see that the fleamarket actually was a "6-tables with 10 things on each table"-event....that was dull. Anyway, if more people were to be interested in selling their trash (one mans trash is another mans treasure)on HBC, vielleicht, would that make it better? That and the immediate cancellation of the entry fee, people come there to MAYBE get out of there with one or two things....so just dump it!

On the bright side, I really like the concept, with a combination of hip techno music, caféteria, performances and "fleamarket", that makes it an unfinished masterpiece!

Every Sunday on HBC, Alexanderplatz, Karl Liebknechtstrasse 9

Saturday

LESBIANS VS. FAGS WHITE TRASH



The lesbians vs. the fags...amazing movie by John Waters!

BEND OVER-PARTY IN L.U.X



Pictures from L.U.X yesterday at the "Bend Over"-party. Besides very good DJ:s and a pleasant place, there were also various queer-lesbian-striptease-performances that were AMAZING! This girl is REALLY acrobatic!












FUCK THE OWNER OF RYAN AIR IN THE ASS.


Many people already know about the sexist chief executive Michael O'Leary. The combination between heart cold-capitalist, business-genious and horny adolescent virginboy has created many headlines, such as his statement about giving blowjobs on future flights for first-class-travellers. This man, really, is disgusting... He makes me sick. The worst part is that he can keep on doing this because his company is cheap, and that is something feminism can't compete with in todays society.

Anyway...when I was travelling from Stockholm (Skavsta) to Berlin last week, I read their inflight magazine. Apart from the famous "Ryan Air Calendar Girls" (the stewardesses working on Ryan Air pose as models) the magazine writes about travel destinations and other things. Between reading about the hottest events and travel destinations in Europe, and severe turbulence, I found an interesting short article about "Mr. Gay World" (10-14 February) that was to be held in Olso. My first thought was, of course "Wow! That's really perceptive! Finally someone writes about destinations for gays!".....until I kept on reading.

I'm not going to discuss this....just post the whole article as it is.....it speaks for it self unfortunately. And the person who can find out where gay people are even metioned in the text, gets a blowjob from mr. O'Leary himself!

"Miss World is, of course, not sexist, which is why any male readers will have no problem whatsoever if their good lady fancies combining a Norwegian skiing jaunt with the sight of some buff and well-groomed gentlemen. Apparently, they're judged not just on athleticism and looks, but on communication skills, too."

http://www.ryanairmag.com/story/52-reasons-to-fly-ryanair-in-2010/780/1/

COCK OR PUSSY OR SOMETHING IN BETWEEN?

Have you ever been exposed to "stupid" questions about sex and your sexuality? I bet most queer people have! Yesterday I really discovered the true essence of human sexuality. WE ARE SEXUAL, not hetero, homo or bisexual...but sexual! A guy from yesterday told me: "What is really the big difference between men and women?" (claimed he was straight)

What IN those differences (that, most of the times, are created by us in different ways (through make up, clothing, push up bras, short hair, long hair und so weiter)) creates attraction?

I want to post a picture of a beautiful model...Ash Stymest. His androgynous appearance makes the gays horny, the lesbians crazy and horny, the straight men fascinated and horny (and when intoxicated...REALLY HORNY) and the straight women.......well horny.

What does that mean? Aren't these "different sexualities" really just about fucking with the person you feel attraction to?

Friday

AMAZINGLY




This video was directed by Warhol.....and I guess it has someting to do with his desperate crave to fuck all the boys in the band....or what?

i am stoned



Right now I am planning on going out... To a queerfest here in Berlin called "Bend Over"-party. But Sonsi (the photographer of this photo) Sonsoles Lozano and me are sitting and smoking, half passed out, after having a HUGE dinner! Anyways, I wasn`t really inspired to write anything but it`s my first blog post so I had to write something...

Let`s go!