Thursday

A little while, a little while... by Emily Jane Brontë


A little while, a little while,
The weary task is put away,
And I can sing and I can smile,
Alike, while I have holiday.

Why wilt thou go, my harassed heart,
What thought, what scene invites thee now?
What spot, or near or far,
Has rest for thee, my weary brow?

There is a spot, mid barren hills,
Where winter howls, and driving rain;
But if the dreary tempest chills,
There is a light that warms again.

The house is old, the trees are bare,
Moonless above bends twilight's dome;
But what on earth is half so dear,
So longed for, as the hearth of home?

The mute bird sitting on the stone,
The dank moss dripping from the wall,
The thorn-trees gaunt, the walks o'ergrown,
I love them, how I love them all!

Still, as I mused, the naked room,
The alien firelight died away,
And from the midst of cheerless gloom
I passed to bright unclouded day.

A little and a lone green lane
That opened on a common wide;
A distant, dreamy, dim blue chain
Of mountains circling every side;

A heaven so clear, an earth so calm,
So sweet, so soft, so hushed an air;
And, deepening still the dream-like charm,
Wild moor-sheep feeding everywhere.

That was the scene, I knew it well;
I knew the turfy pathway's sweep
That, winding o'er each billowy swell,
Marked out the tracks of wandering sheep.

Could I have lingered but an hour,
It well had paid a week of toil;
But Truth has banished Fancy's power:
Restraint and heavy task recoil.

Even as I stood with raptured eye,
Absorbed in bliss so deep and dear,
My hour of rest had fleeted by,
And back came labour, bondage, care. 

Monday

Fornow by SteffyPop


As they stand there waiting for failure
With their cameras connected to wireless
Internet

Whilst the sugar rush in to
My brain can’t seem to control
Anything
Else

It never happened but in my head
Therefore it never happened indeed
Not

Why then be all
Worried that your Jim
Knows
They saw
?

Let it let go of
Being proud
Without of

So do you forever until
Fornever grabs ahold
Of your
Attentive
Side

Or

Fornow

?

Saturday

Pryd by SteffyPop




En Gud, två svarsalternativ, tre dimensioner, fyra element, fem sinnen, sex…vi har fastnat vid sex.



Jag vill stämma staten som inte gav mig representation på skoltavlans moraltuktan.
Min kropp är mitt tempel, and it’s VIP-members only!
Jag når gränsen att vilja hamna i fängelse, för att det vore värt att göra upp med dig.
Ingen kränker mig någonsin – ty jag är född fri och ska förbli!


Anticipating the unallowed little bear by SteffyPop



The boy that’s never been on any guest list
Might have sent me a thought in this moment
As the phone vibrates in my pocket
While I carry groceries in both hands
Anticipated

It’s him, must be
hope to be
Can’t be
Why would it?

The arms of sweat
Holding the bags in union
With running legs
And running mind

He once said: ”jealousy isn’t love”
I said: ”you’re right”
What is love then?
Anticipation?
Or illusion?

But he did say that I
Was fly and marriable
Why then now
Be so suddenly
Ununderstandable?

The boy that’s never been on a guest list
Is a riddle in the illusion of my future
Family photo
Allthough
Probably
He’s been on many other family photos

He gave me crabs that bastard
From matresses of sex home-grown
I anticipated his text

Arrived the moment when my
Glands can’t allow the
Lungs to breathe
Cause it hurts of the fact
Unseen by this masochist hope

It wasn’t his thought
It was an invitation for a party

He gave me crabs that bastard

I anticipated him.

Thursday

Frontin by SteffyPop






This time I own it. I caught it.

And I am wallowing in it. I allow it to fill me,
and I play my cards unfairly – cheating.

I’ve gotten my heart broken as well,
So fuck you!

No No No Don’t judge me!
I’ve been there – in the void of singular horrors.

I masturbated while my neighbours were having loud sex
-       I came before they were even 2/3 ready

Fierce to the bone – and yet so alone :(

I need to front what I say,
Can’t get carried away

I’m gonna play my cards right this time
With awkward sex and hunting topics!

If I were all ”guchi goo” and ”I like U”
Then you woulda been all ”look I’ll call u later”

I do know that I’m the ultimate boyfriend,
With me you get 10 different people
-       a few guys and a few women

I can front what I say - and you do your thing OK?

Friday

On Love by Kahlil Gibran

      

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love." 
      And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: 
      When love beckons to you follow him, 
      Though his ways are hard and steep. 
      And when his wings enfold you yield to him, 
      Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, 
      Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. 
      For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. 
      Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, 
      So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. 
      He threshes you to make you naked. 
      He sifts you to free you from your husks. 
      He grinds you to whiteness. 
      He kneads you until you are pliant; 
      And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast. 
      All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart. 
      But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, 
      Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor, 
      Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears. 
      Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. 
      Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love. When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God." 
      And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course. 
      Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself. 
      But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires: 
      To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. 
      To know the pain of too much tenderness. 
      To be wounded by your own understanding of love; 
      And to bleed willingly and joyfully. 
      To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving; 
      To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy; 
      To return home at eventide with gratitude; 
      And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips. 

Thursday

Gayz


Gays have proven that they can be homosexual and function in society.

Gays have proven that you can do drugs and function in society.