Saturday

Anticipating the unallowed little bear by SteffyPop



The boy that’s never been on any guest list
Might have sent me a thought in this moment
As the phone vibrates in my pocket
While I carry groceries in both hands
Anticipated

It’s him, must be
hope to be
Can’t be
Why would it?

The arms of sweat
Holding the bags in union
With running legs
And running mind

He once said: ”jealousy isn’t love”
I said: ”you’re right”
What is love then?
Anticipation?
Or illusion?

But he did say that I
Was fly and marriable
Why then now
Be so suddenly
Ununderstandable?

The boy that’s never been on a guest list
Is a riddle in the illusion of my future
Family photo
Allthough
Probably
He’s been on many other family photos

He gave me crabs that bastard
From matresses of sex home-grown
I anticipated his text

Arrived the moment when my
Glands can’t allow the
Lungs to breathe
Cause it hurts of the fact
Unseen by this masochist hope

It wasn’t his thought
It was an invitation for a party

He gave me crabs that bastard

I anticipated him.

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